There is something she holds over me.
I am her Dominant. She is my submissive. I do with her as I like and she trusts me to do this. She enjoys it as I enjoy it… in different ways that are also the same.
She loves me. And it’s this love… this affection… that holds some kind of control over me. It’s hard to understand and it’s a dynamic where understanding is, perhaps, not required.
I love French wine, like I love the French language. I have sampled every language; French is my favorite. Fantastic language, especially to curse with. Nom de Dieu de putain de bordel de merde de saloperies de connards d’enculé de ta mère…it’s like wiping your ass with silk, I love it.
– Merovingian, The Matrix
* The French he speaks translates to “Damn fucking shit fucking shit to motherfuckers motherfucker”
Viewer discretion is most definitely advised. MWAHAHAHAHA!!!
I don’t think a couple should be married if the husband likes to suck cock more than the wife does.
Anonymity.
Having been outed from within my own past blogging edifices, as well as various external sources, I’ve decided to return to a state of secrecy. No one knows about this place. Even my most treasured and trusted contacts throughout this global community do not know of it.
It’s not because I have anything to hide. At least, not that I am aware of anyway. I require a place to write and to think and to ponder. Writing and self-assessment is something that I haven’t had much room for in my life in the past few years. I’m not sure why, either. I may be afraid of what I will find now if I do. Or that I’m just trying to avoid the pain that came from my last blogging endeavour. I pretty much shut down after that and am not too eager to be hurt again like that.
Regardless, I am here again. I like to write. And I think there are many things that I need to rediscover in myself through the written word and putting my thoughts and feelings down in text.
So, I return to a state that I existed in over ten years ago. I am unnamed and unidentified.
There are a few big name video games that have been released within the past few weeks on the XBox 360 and the buzz around the NJLE is surrounding Halo 4 and Call Of Duty: Black Ops II. The buzz hasn’t involved me, the King, but rather the princes. Two of the three of them are pretty stoked about these games… and if Meatloaf has taught us anything, it’s that two out of three ain’t bad.
I can appreciate the epic nature of the Halo series. It’s got a pretty solid storyline with just enough mystery to suck you in and then the beautiful and fun gameplay? It’s a recipe for success. It’s really too bad that my video game palate has been wrecked by Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 3… the crack cocaine of FPS games. I did play through the entire Halo 3 campaign and was completely enamoured with it.
While my feelings regarding the Call of Duty abominations that Treyarch keeps producing are no secret, I’m not sure that I’ve put them to words here. So here goes:
Call of Duty: Black Ops was the biggest piece of crap that I’ve played in a long time. Well, since World At War anyway. Treyarch somehow keeps getting the nod from Activision to keep doing work for them when the Modern Warfare side of the franchise is infinitely better. Granted, Activision has pretty much run off all of the talent from Infinity Ward that was responsible for the incredible start to the Modern Warfare series but… that’s no excuse to give money to these bums who are responsible for Black Ops etc.
The only thing work saving in the Treyarch games are the zombie horde facet. Other than that, fuck it.
I’m pretty open to the boys playing Halo 4 however I know that they really want COD: BO2 but I’m hoping that continually disappoint them. Classic.
I hope some kind of vigilante justice is doled out on this fucking asshole.
