Category Archives: The Sunshine State

Devour

I think constantly about kissing her body. I think about her soft thighs with my lips grazing them… planting soft kisses over every square inch of them, slowly.

I miss that. I miss having that desire and I miss feeling her skin on my lips. I miss hearing her sharply inhale and her deep breathing when I delve into her, sexually.

I can even begin to explain the depth and repression of my desire for her. I want to taste her lips, hold her in my arms; I want her to want to please me and I want to completely devour her sexuality.

The Ties That Bind

Nights like tonight make me wonder what the hell it is that I’m doing on this planet. Still.

I think to the 1,600 miles that I have to travel on this journey and I wonder about what is going to happen when I finally get there. I wonder if there will be arms able to openly welcome me? I always thought that there would be… but with everything that has gone on lately has, admittedly, shaken my confidence that this is a certainty.

I feel horrible admitting that. I know that there are reasons why things have turned out how they have; good reasons. But there are more than just those reasons. There are ties. There is history. There are feelings that run deeper than what I can ever strive to elicit. There are things I simply can’t compete with.

Radio Silence

It is just as I’d feared. All is quiet on the western front. I have zero contact and zero responses on anything I’ve had to say.

I know my place.