She is the most beautiful woman I’ve ever known and had the privilege of loving. Yet, she isn’t mine despite the fact that we would both love it to be that way.

It feels like it’s been years since we decided that she needed to give her marriage one last final real try. We both know that it won’t work but to be clear of conscience, that she really tried, but have agreed to part ways.

Right now, I feel like the biggest fool; that I ley the best thing in my life slip through my fingers. However, I made this decision on the belief that the buffoon she is married to will continue to not recognize her for the most amazing creature she is and will fuck it up.

You see, he hasn’t been faithful either.

It comes down to the fact that I love her and I miss her terribly. She will always be mine and she knows how I feel. I just hope that my belief is correct.